From the recording My Own Weather
Lyrics
I spent half my life
Dressing for the forecast
Waiting on a green light
That nobody could give
Kept the stranger parts of me
Folded out of sight
Then one morning I woke up
And they fit me just right
The sky never asked my age
The wind never asked my name
So why should I need permission
To move a different way?
My own weather
My own time
I don't wait for clearer skies
Let the whole sky lose its mind
I won't lose mine
My own weather
Let it roll
I've been learning what to hold
Let it turn
Let it rise
I don't wait for clearer skies
I packed the person they remembered
In an old brown case
Left it by an empty highway
And walked away
There were years I wore too carefully
And words I swallowed whole
Funny how the older heart gets lighter
When it quits performing roles
I have danced through goodbyes
I have laughed at bad advice
And I don't ask the clouds permission anymore
My own weather
My own time
I don't wait for clearer skies
Let the whole sky lose its mind
I won't lose mine
My own weather
Let it roll
Some things break
Some things grow
Let it turn
Let it rise
I don't wait for clearer skies
I don't need another beginning
I don't need my twenty-five
I've got enough road behind me
To know when I'm alive
Every wrinkle knows a story
Every scar remembers when
And if I had to live it over
I'd still become me again
The storm can keep its thunder
The years can keep their speed
I've stopped asking tomorrow
For what I already need
My own weather
My own time
I don't wait for clearer skies
Let the whole sky lose its mind
I won't lose mine
My own weather
Here I am
Not too early
Not too late
Let it turn
Let it rise
I am done with asking why
My own weather
My own life
I don't wait for clearer skies
Let it roll
Let it rise
The sky can change
So can I
My own weather
My own life
